Well, I finally did it. Yes, write my first blog, but that's not 'it'. I managed to get my record back to an even 0.500 at 61/43/61. At some point, which I can't recollect now, I decided to set myself the goal of getting back to an even win/loss. Almost immediately, I knew it was a big mistake, but being the person I am I could not ignore the goal I had set for myself. So I picked (as much as a coach of my caliber can)in Ranked, picked in FFB testing, and played the min/max game in Box, always hoping to get those 'easy' opponents. And I hated myself for doing it. I even tried to stop, making an Ogre team and playing two games with them, but I got scared to use them as I got within a game or two of the magical mark.

So what now? Well, I feel a weight has been lifted and I am resigning myself to not set any more goals, save one; I will play for fun and enjoyment, trying ever so hard to not look at my w/l/d or that of the prospective opponent.

See you on the pitch!