I've got some games were I feel that my dice specially prevented me from being able to compete. I felt like if my hands were tied and some of those games were really hard for me to finish.

Not that my opponents played badly. They played well and I though it could be a tense and interesting game.

I don't mind losing if I was able to put a good resistance and the game was close. But in those games 1st the dice and then my mood and morale going really down spoiled the fun.

I had no fun and this makes no sense if you don't have fun.

Hard days at work, where the crisis is hitting hard and maybe we will have to fire many people. Probably this is also a factor. You came here to have fun and sometimes you bring your problems here, and not only you don't have fun but sometimes spoil the fun from other fellow fumbblers with your mood.

Enough rambling.

Edit: The problem is no the bad luck. Is how I react to it. I must focus on the fun part of the game. But sometimes is really hard when your overcompetitive side takes control.