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2008-10-04 15:45:23
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Thanks for the support
Just a quick thanks to everyone who sent me messages supporting me through my fiance's battle with leukemia, unfortunately it had eventually progressed to a level where it was too resistant to chemotherapy to be treated and combined with a sever case of pnumonia she passed away today, aged 22. Again, to everyone who sent me messages of support I thank you deeply and to anyone going through something similar - never give up hope, but always make sure you say the things you need to say just in case the worst happens. We all sat down and discussed it a while ago and I'm eternally grateful that we did. Love your life, it's too damn short to throw away.
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Posted by Sarganius on 2008-10-04 15:54:02
So sorry to hear this news Focus. I survived cancer when i was 7 and i have blocked out a lot of it from my memory but you seem to have a great attitude and i hope it serves you well in your grieving.

Posted by Rijssiej on 2008-10-04 16:02:17
That is very bad news Focus. Take care!
Posted by celas on 2008-10-04 16:11:05
So sorry to hear about your loss. Your story should remind us all not to take life for granted and live each day to the fullest.
Posted by Synn on 2008-10-04 16:23:39
22.... that's not fair. My deepest condolences.

__Synn
Posted by Melmoth on 2008-10-04 16:44:18
Im really sorry to hear this...My condolensces as well...
Posted by Skolopender on 2008-10-04 17:10:21
My deepest codolences...
Posted by Qaz on 2008-10-04 17:20:55
My condolences. I my self lost a friend at the age of 20 under simular circomstances so I feel with you in your loss.

/Qaz
Posted by Calcium on 2008-10-04 17:22:09
My condolences mate.

Neil (Calcium)
Posted by Woodstock on 2008-10-04 17:41:47
My condolences.

Woodstock
Posted by spinball on 2008-10-04 18:23:45
godspeed, and my condolences.
Posted by DukeTyrion on 2008-10-04 18:29:58
Sorry to hear of your loss Focus, my thoughts are with you and both your families.
Posted by G_Force on 2008-10-04 21:12:07
heart felt condolences to you and all your family & friends for the loss.
Posted by Russo on 2008-10-04 22:09:16
God bless you through these times, that is saddening news to hear.
Posted by DragonsMaw on 2008-10-04 23:33:39
I don't know you, but that made me cry, something I rarely do... You have nothing but my best wishes, and as you said, love your life.
Posted by Count_Von_Halseburg on 2008-10-04 23:59:39
What a totally crushing loss for you... I feel for you even though we have never met or played. I understand the abject grief that cancer causes and the terrible toll on the sufferer whilst the body fights. My deepest condolences to you and everyone whose lives she undoubtedly touched.

22... younger than me and probably a lot of the people on here.

It certainly puts my sore-loser-ness into stark relief. Take care.

Dave (CVH)
Posted by paulhicks on 2008-10-05 00:58:55
I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with with you.
Posted by Brother-Fu on 2008-10-05 02:11:37
My condolences. Life can be so hard.

Brother-Fu
Posted by DanTitan76 on 2008-10-05 03:03:00
Keep it up mate, i feel very sorry for your loss.
Posted by Roseph on 2008-10-05 03:52:34
Thoughts and prayers to you. 22 is way to young but at least you were blessed to know her.
Posted by Tesifonte on 2008-10-05 09:40:03
I am very sorry for your loss
Posted by Fool on 2008-10-05 10:31:16
Very sorry for your loss.
Posted by SmilinMatt on 2008-10-05 13:51:14
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Posted by pythrr on 2008-10-05 19:22:38
Focus, I'm so sorry. Love is so precious, and so are the one's we love. Cherish her memory, and live your life. That's the best way you can remember her.
Posted by DonTomaso on 2008-10-05 19:30:07
I'm sorry.

/Tomas
Posted by magan174 on 2008-10-05 20:47:18
I dont know you but your blog touched me. I am very sorry for your loss. Hang in there.
Posted by hardin0 on 2008-10-05 23:12:31
Would it be the same
if i saw you in heaven?
I must be strong, and carry on,
cause i know, i dont belong
here in heaven...

My deepest condolences and best wishes for you and all your loved ones.
Posted by Jackamon on 2008-11-05 22:39:38
I don't know you man but my heart goes out to you.

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.